Back With Vengeance
Naks, cheesy title!
So, where have I been? Well, let's just say that I got a lil busy. Busy getting myself wasted. Why? You know this maybe the most embarrassing confession I'll ever do but I have to at least say this to get it out of my system. I was/is/has (gone) crazy over a guy. I know, I can't believe it either. My friend Alvin, once told me that I am the strongest girl in our barkada. I still am. Unfortunately, I suck when it comes to the love department. *sigh
For some who have read this blog ages ago, yep, eons ago. You may have noticed that I got uber emotional in one of my posts. In fact, if I remember it right, I even wrote a poem for him. Man! The things you do when it comes to matters of the heart. I was never cheesy, I used to say "ewww" or "yuck" when my friends go bonkers over their bfs. But now, look at me. I'm doing the same thing and perhaps even worse.
However, for the past few days I've been thinking and I mean a lot. While being absent from the blogging world, I've realized that I'm only making a fool out of myself. Do I hear the crowd cheering? hahah. I know some of you will say "Finally, you've come to your senses." But no, not yet actually. I am still wondering why after all those years he comes back into my life with a bang! Now, I'm confused. Dang it! Anyway, this has got to stop. So maybe, you guys can help me pray to Jesus that I will meet someone who'll help me get over that son-of-a-gun (i doubt it). My fingers are crossed though. Maybe some of you can recommend one? hahah. Geez talk about being a loser. Yeah, stupid is as stupid does.
So, where have I been? Well, let's just say that I got a lil busy. Busy getting myself wasted. Why? You know this maybe the most embarrassing confession I'll ever do but I have to at least say this to get it out of my system. I was/is/has (gone) crazy over a guy. I know, I can't believe it either. My friend Alvin, once told me that I am the strongest girl in our barkada. I still am. Unfortunately, I suck when it comes to the love department. *sigh
For some who have read this blog ages ago, yep, eons ago. You may have noticed that I got uber emotional in one of my posts. In fact, if I remember it right, I even wrote a poem for him. Man! The things you do when it comes to matters of the heart. I was never cheesy, I used to say "ewww" or "yuck" when my friends go bonkers over their bfs. But now, look at me. I'm doing the same thing and perhaps even worse.
However, for the past few days I've been thinking and I mean a lot. While being absent from the blogging world, I've realized that I'm only making a fool out of myself. Do I hear the crowd cheering? hahah. I know some of you will say "Finally, you've come to your senses." But no, not yet actually. I am still wondering why after all those years he comes back into my life with a bang! Now, I'm confused. Dang it! Anyway, this has got to stop. So maybe, you guys can help me pray to Jesus that I will meet someone who'll help me get over that son-of-a-gun (i doubt it). My fingers are crossed though. Maybe some of you can recommend one? hahah. Geez talk about being a loser. Yeah, stupid is as stupid does.
i am on a manhunt for you.. :D hehe.. anyways, looking for a new ekal is not really the answer ---well, it helps but not really--it is still up to you--help yourself to get over him.. that guy is damn lucky..goodness gracious!!