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Practicality? or Just Plain Desperation?

I remember I was tagged some 3 months ago and in it, I have to list down the things I want to accomplish within this year. As always, it is just a list. Looking back at the post, I laughed when I read number 9. The -ber months are almost here and I did told myself that I will make number 9 a reality before my 25th birthday. Unfortunately, I haven't found the right one yet or let's just say, he hasn't found me yet.

I usually consult my bestfriends when it comes to this matter. Our conversation usually goes like this.

Bessie: Bes, go for it. These days, you are not allowed to be choosy anymore.
Moi : But
Bessie: No buts! It is practical to just go with the flow.
Moi: So, if I'm gonna say yes to this guy, will it make me practical or will it make me look like one desperate soul?
Bessie: Are you desperate?
Moi: I think I'm getting there.

Bessie: So what are you waiting for?
Moi: him
Bessie: I thought so! Well, if that's the case then you have to get over it before you get into a new one.
Moi: easy for you to say. *sigh

So there yah go. I just said it! I think I'm goin down desperation lane or maybe this is just because I'm nearing my monthly period. hehehe. Hey! I have to blame someone or some phenomenon for this. It's not usual for me to wear my heart on my sleeves. Oh and by the way! Ma just gave me the go signal to get hitched. I totally laughed out loud while we're at the mall. OMG! I can't believe you're doing this Ma! I don't even have a boyfriend and I am so not ready to get hitched.